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Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:13 am. |
| Mood: |  lonely. |
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i am in desperate need of a playstation 2. if any of you have one that you dont bother with anymore, please let me grab it from you. i dont want to go out and pay 150$ for one unless i have too...considering this console is almost over with. and the ps3 comes out next year.
pleaseeee someone help me out. thanks.
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look Kayla, changed my livejournal background thing. took her an hour or so but she did it all herself. do you like it?
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| Subject: | turn it |
| Time: | 1:21 am. |
| Mood: |  gloomy. | | Music: | Crucifucks - You Give Me the Creeps. |
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i never do these, but this one caught my eye.
 | You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Suicide | | 93% | Eaten | | 67% | Disappear | | 67% | Posion | | 60% | Bomb | | 60% | Stabbed | | 47% | Accident | | 40% | Natural Causes | | 40% | Gunshot | | 33% | Drowning | | 33% | Disease | | 33% | Suffocated | | 27% | Cut Throat | | 7% | </td>
How Will You Die??
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:04 am. |
| Mood: |  discontent. | | Music: | the polyphonic spree - section 17 (suitcase calling). |
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ive been pretty down lately after last week. after feeling so much love, then having it taken away just like that...hurts.
tomorrow i go back to school. i have to do a demonstration speech to the class and i havent written it out yet or anything. im going to demonstrate how to make grapefruit juice and it has to be 4-8 minutes long i think. should be interesting.
ive been really wanting to play burnout 3 lately, but i found an alternative for now. its this really cool online golf/rpg game. its more of a golf game than rpg, but you have this character that you level up and when you level you get stats to improve your game. its pretty really fun. im not sure if its going to cost money after its through with beta though. but if i leveled up pretty high and got pretty decent at it, i could win a new video card, 1gb of ram, or a mp3 player. plus a good amount of the ingame currency. jack, i think you may like it, but everyone should check it out. www.shot-online.com
kayla's parents are leaving town this coming weekend and i was thinking about driving there but i remembered i have a huge test monday that i have to study for and get a good grade on it. i think im going to make a huge cheat sheet and put it in my blue book so i can make sure i do good. im pretty positive i can get away with it too because the teacher leaves the class while we are testing and teaches some other class, since we are an online class that just comes in and takes a test.
but...kayla's parents leave again at the end of april, so i plan on driving there then. even though i think i will have another huge test/final exam in the same class the following monday. i bet i will get really really lost driving to texas though, but oh well, i want to do it. then in june kayla is planning on coming back here and staying for another week... so far this long distance shit isnt looking to be too bad.
i havent decided if i want to transfer to a university or stay for one more year at jeff state. im kind of leaning towards just staying at jeff state and only get an associates degree for now. maybe go back and get a bachelors later in my life. im tired of living off my parents...i want to get on with my life...
it seems so hard to sleep without feeling lonely.
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
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well i just got back from the airport. this week has been a great experience. it happened too fast, now i go back to my miserable life. but i am happy that kayla finally was able to come over and see me. we both have waited quite some time for this to happen.
all i can say is i am in love. and i miss her so much already.
i hope i had the same impact on her as she did me. i tried to treat her the best i could, but i think i failed at that for the most part. i could have done better.
ill write more about my week later on. i cant really think right now. today has been really sad.
i wish i could have one more hug from her right now. im going to miss feeling the affection i got from her in person. hopefully we will start seeing eachother more often now that my parents have met her and all that. i didnt want her to leave...
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:32 am. |
| Mood: |  nervous. | | Music: | cheater - origin of love. |
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tomorrow is the big day.
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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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im going to try and start writing in here again. i check it everyday, yet im unable to get the will to write something.
uh...school is definitely much harder than it was last semester. i have a 4.0 right now...but it will be going down greatly after this semester. hopefully it will be around 3.5 though, i would be happy then. but as long as it doesnt go under 3.0 if it goes below that i will be greatly disappointed in myself.
kayla is finally coming over here on saturday and is going to stay for a week. should be fun and im really excited. for those of you who dont know her, i met her online over 2 years ago and have talked to her almost everyday since, with some off and on breaks. i dont know how we evolved to stay friends for so long, we met playing yahoo pool...funny huh. she was supposed to go on vacation with me to gulf shores back in summer 2003 but it ended up not working out and she was unable to come. didnt have enough money or something, had some excuse. i was immature and took it the wrong way and we stopped talking for quite some time. i realized then i had ruined something special. anyway, long story short, i was lucky enough to start it back up again long ago and we have friends for awhile now. she knows more about me than anyone, including myself. weird.. we became one of many online/phone/long distance whatever couples at the end of march 2003. broke it off a few of months later, but still talked. kept talking and got back together febuary 2nd this year. and i dont care what anyone says now, so dont talk to me if you are opposed to whatever. i like kayla and thats all that matters.
well now she is flying here from texas and going to stay for spring break. should be lots of fun. if anyone would like to hang out with us, maybe we could all go bowling or something for a night. just comment or get in touch with me some how, if you would like too.
heres a picture i drew of her. http://artpad.art.com/?id7mf9umsjg just skip to end or move the replay meter to fast so it doesnt take forever to show you. i plan on posting more things i draw on artpad.com here as well. that program can be addicting. but its hard to draw with the mouse.
hope everyone had a great Pi Day yesterday and i hope everyone enjoys St. Patrick's Day on thursday.
oh and by the way, i kinda stopped playing World of Warcraft. i was the first to level 60 (max) on my server and it kinda got boring waiting for people to get to the high-end content. i started playing counter-strike again...i think ill stick with counter-strike for quite some time. i tried counter-strike source and its ok. i like it but i think i would do better if i got better FPS, which means i need a beefier video card. although i dont have really bad FPS, im still eligable to be good at the game. it seems much easier than the older counter-strike though, but i think thats just in my head. i need to buy source though because i just tried it out on one of my friends accounts that i play counter-strike with.
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 2:56 pm. |
| Music: | the dresden dolls - bad habit. |
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happy birthday kevin.
i love you.
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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another lonely christmas.
have a great holiday everyone.
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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fuck this
i just wrote a poem and it didnt post for some reason.
great, more shit to put me down.
i hate myself
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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Goren
Level 60
Night Elf Priest
Yay I did it!
First Alliance to reach level 60
First Priest on the whole server to reach level 60,
Second level 60 on server right under an Orc Rogue named Rend.
:)
All on the server Blackhand
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 3:06 am. |
| Mood: | awake. |
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So who is all on the central server Blackhand ?
I am...
Goren
Highest Night Elf Priest on the server at lvl 32. almost 33.
In the Top 10 Highest levels on the server.
I am happy as you can tell..
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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| Time: | 2:07 am. |
| Mood: | FUCCKKKK YEAH. | | Music: | ATOM AND HIS PACKAGE. |
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IT HAS BEGUN!
by the way Brad. I am on the server Blackhand.
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
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| Time: | 4:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  anxious. | | Music: | The Mighty Mighty Bosstones. |
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Ten hours till the Beginning...
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| Time: | 10:57 am. |
| Mood: | anxious. | | Music: | Distillers. |
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Fifteen Hours till the Beginning...
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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and thats not because of thanksgiving.
My life ends November 23rd, 2004.
Long live World of Warcraft.
Bye everyone.
If you need me just call my cell phone, and if you are lucky...I may answer.
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:59 pm. |
| Mood: |  lazy. | | Music: | David Bowie - Changes. |
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ALL ALLIANCE PREVAIL!
HORDE MUST BE TAKEN CARE OF!
we had a pretty good raid against the horde today. was quite fun. now time to get back to writing an essay.
i hope things get better. i hate hating myself.
i need to turn and face the strange.
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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| Time: | 2:58 am. |
| Mood: | lonely. | | Music: | They Might Be Giants - Bastard Wants to Hit Me. |
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Im starting to go back to my old self.
Oh so lonely.
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